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Days walked so fast indeed. I’m glad that today is Friday. But I’m still feeling impatient for another 10.5 months. Perhaps I should stop counting, then it wont feel that long
She was sick yesterday, so I just prayed that she wakes up healthy and fresh. God please heal her.
I’m missing everything about my hometown, Jakarta.. Especially her
I probably don’t deserve to blog again.. after such a long hiatus.. but somehow I’ve been so mellow these days I had to let it out.. so here comes the blog entry!
I just recently returned from a pretty long holiday (3 weeks) to Indo and Singapore. There are basically two things that have been hanging onto my heart ever since I returned..
1. My career dream..
it has always been a dream.. always.. to have to work full time for my own business. Being in control of my daily life.. of when I need to work and when I can spend time doing what I want to do..
It’s not about being a lazybum or the less working hours.. its just about the flexibility of controlling your schedule and time.
Returning back to work is tough.. I honestly haven’t been enjoying the field where I’m working at the moment.. engineering.. yes it pays well.. but I never really have the heart to do this for the rest of my life. Everytime I return hope, I kept thinking of the possibility to switch career..
I do wedding videos occassionally.. but always the thought ‘will it sustain my family needs forever’?
So I’ve been considering businesses to run along with my wedding videos work.. but what? I am still looking around and pray to God that He opens a door one day and lead me to it. I just have this vision and dream that one day I can wake up every morning to my wife and kids, work from home, do groceries or lunch somewhere in the middle of the day, and til’ late at night.. still with my wife and kids.. doing my works without having to leave them 40 hours a week
It’s a dream that I still hold on dearly to..
2. Speaking about wife…
Me and my fiancee (after we got engaged Nov 2010), have been on a long distance relationship since Oct 09. It’s been a long 1.5 year..
And after spending plenty of time with her again during the holidays.. I’ve never felt more in love in my life before.. especially with the wedding in place for December this year… I just cant hardly wait
Being away from her is painful.. every thing that I do reminds me of her.. the thought of coming home to a loving wife makes me feel slightly impatient.. I just wanna marry her and not be separated again for the rest of our lives..
I am definitely counting the days, imagining in my head of the days I finally can spend my life with her.. and end this long distance relationship
I love love love her so much.. the way she brightens up my day, the way she welcomes me after a long day at work, the way she comforts me, the way she loves me.. she’s all that I need..
I am grateful to say the least with our long distance relationship… I realized now how much I need her.. and how much of things she does that I love and sometime i took for granted when she was here.. I realized now how much I need her and how much I care for her.
I don’t regret the distance.. I just can’t wait to finally be together again.
Because when I’m with her.. no matter how tough the day has been, or how big the problem is facing me.. I know I’m ok.. because she’s with me. I completely thank God for giving her in my life.
Fiuh.. enough for my mellow moments.. I felt much better now!
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